All right, i decided to start blogging in English.
Not that i have a lot of things to say, but at least i can keep my English on practice, it's getting all rusty ;_; (but i wonder if that works... if no one corrects my mistakes it's a bit useless ò_ò oh well...)
Ok, so~
I think that my university exams are a bit ridiculous... i got very high marks at the ones for which i had been studying for 2 days °_° while the one that i studied a lot for didn't go so well... But maybe that's just an impression. Let's see next year's exams.
For the time being, i've still got one more to go, and it's in 2 days. I started to study today @_@
Oh well, and i'm not counting the Japanese one, which i'm going to do in September. I want to study it during the summer, without stressful thoughts... I realized that if i want to really learn the Japanese language, i have to to it by myself. Or better, of course lessons are useful, but they aren't enough. Luckily i have some friends very good at Japanese, who gave me a lot of tips, and after this last exam i'll be ready to study hard. After the summer i'm gonna find a little job, in order to help a bit my family and to gather some money for next year's trip to Japan.
Anyway, i don't know where i'm going yet. I mean, i don't have the slightest idea of what could my ideal future job be.
Everyone keeps on saying his own version: "yes sure, you will find a job as soon as you graduate!" "no no, you absolutely have to do the master, and then maybe you can pray for something..."
Well, i don't know. It would be better to have at least a frail path in front of me. But the only thing that i can think about, is that i really like to translate things. It fascinates me. But i still have to gather a lot of information. For now the most important thing is to focus on what i'm studying, trying to absorb as much as i can. I really like this language, and everything related to it, let's see where it leads me.
I should stop being "shy" when i try to talk in other languages. It gets on my nervs. The fact is that i'm NOT shy. I'm just too scared to say something wrong or something silly. I know that it can be quite common, but i would like to change this stupid part of my character. (well, it's not only related to languages, even when i talk in Italian i use to reason that way)
Let's talk about something better. My summer. It will be part exalting, part quiet. In the next two weeks i will see two lives of my beloved Versailles. The first time, in Montpellier, is going to be a tour de force: 10 hours of bus to get there, the live, other 10 hours to go back. And a little shiny extra stess for me. I don't know how it will end.
Then, i will go with my lovely friends Tid and Marta to Paris, and after the show we will stay there for 5-6 days <3 (oh, and i have to revise my horrible French x°D it will be funny). After that i can relax, at MY home at last, stay with my family and focus on Japanese. In August i'm going to spend some days with my friends, and have some fun, making cosplays and stuff (i want to do Jui's cosplay at Lucca comics è_è).
Tid is going a month to Japan, he will miss me ;_; (but i guess it was the same for him last year, so...)
Ok, these are my plans for now. Let's hope that everything goes well!
~there's still something missing in my life. This hole won't be filled that easly. Because it's not on my skin. It's not in my pride. Not even in my confidence. It' in my soul, and i have the feeling that it will remain there forever. Maybe i'm not strong enough.
aand i'm missing someone to watch some (trashy?) japanese music dvd with.
See you! *o*/
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