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Today i died twice.

Jui today killed me twice.


I'm sorry that i'm such a fangirl, but he's too much for my hormons or something like that xD

The first time i died watching the Crescent gazer PV

....i mean.... ;_; ok, i know that it's just pure fanservice, but.... but.... ;___;






.....sorry, i had to xD

btw, this pv is kinda refreshing *-* even if it's really minimalist it had a great effect on me, their happy faces during the song are so genuine >_< while the jui-only dark parts represent his situation now? Alone and naked in front of his destiny ( and sexy )? (maybe i'm too melodramatic lately xDDD). Anyway, for me this pv is surely a message that says: we're coming back asap <3


And the second time, i died when i saw THIS on my peta list on ameba

He did me a peta! He read my message of encouragement then <333
It's quite rare to receive a peta from Jui!

I think that this moment is very painful for him >_< i really would like to reach him in some way and show my support, so if he gained some power from my message i'm the happiest person in the world <3

As he/his voice helps me every time that i feel upset, i would like to help him too in my (very) little to gain some courage for this period è_è
I'm happy that i could do my part <3
 

Ok, sorry for the fangirling, but today i'm rather euphoric xDDD (which happens one day per year, more or less)

Why Does My Stomach Swell Up

random

existential delirium: i has it <3

past wounds heal past wounds
say
purulent wound healing can be gradually

gradually draw pleasure dream, fall Oenaku
... why I have one? Why I am a person! ?

Mjakmilosc Streszczenia

I did it! (for now)

28/30 *____* i'm pretty satisfied!
I was lucky, i was the very first of the list, so I didn't have to wait and everything went smoothly, i didn't have any time to worry xD
In the roleplay during the conversation part i also invited my teacher to the Osaka restaurant in Milan, lol. And she said that she already knew it and that the ramen was "おいしい". XDD
I'm quite amazed because i could understand almost everything that Yasuda sensei told me, even if she spoke really fast! Maybe my drama training did work after all? x°D

After my exam i rushed on the train and went home. While i was on the road i could finally watch Climax Together again XQ___ <-without any doubt the best moment of the day

Now i'm peaceful and in total relax until the 20th *-*

But i still have to see if i really passed the exam, because if i failed the translation part i'll have to retake everything again T_T but who knows when they will post the results! But i don't want to be worried, so let's forget about it for now～

Samples Welcome Address

試験 ;_;

Tomorrow i have my Japanese exam x_x

The first part is grammar, kanji and translation. I'm not too worried about that, i never worry for written exams xD
But the day after that there will be the oral exam, 15 minutes of talking with one of our Japanese teacher.
*shivers*
I hate oral exams T_T
Yes, actually our oral shouldn't be that tough, because we know what sort of questions they will ask, and we can prepare our answers, but i feel quite anxious... as much as i can be anxious.

I hope that everything will be all right, because retaking the exam in January is not in my intentions.

じゃ、頑張りますよ～

Then, after the exam, i will return home and the 12th i will go to the airport to pick schwarz_kun  up. I miss him ;_; he's been away for soo long. I know that he couldn't care less about me now that he's in Tokyo, but... y_y

Oh, and i finally found a home in Venice! I share it with a nice girl who follows my courses, and with two other girls (who aren't here yet). The house is small but very nice～ and it's really close to the university! I'm quite happy with it *-*